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June 9th, 2010

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06:08 pm - Killing time at Work
Welp, it's a slow one here today for my double. AWESOME!! * le sighhh * ...

 I've been having this nagging feeling lately that I should be doing something more meaningful with my life. I wish I didn't have such a fear and/or aversion to blood/needles/medication/IVs/other bodily fluids, otherwise I might pursue an occupation in some sort of medical position. I did take a step in that direction, however, by looking at grad schools around and comparing Speech Pathology programs. I think the program at Florida International University (FIU) seems the most promising given that it specifically promises to gear their pupils towards a career serving the bilingual population. I should pick a decent back-up choice too, though. I haven't decided yet what that will be. I need to contact some former professors about their recommendation letters, and some potentially-future advisors about pre-requisite classes that I may have to take or may be able to substitute.

I've found myself contemplating more and more the point of my existence. I suppose this is an off-shoot of the previous question, but I can't help wonder at the futility of struggling to try and make a difference if it's really not going to matter at all in the end. I've been pondering religious viewpoints more often, particularly the existence of God. I continue to maintain that the God that I'M willing to believe in will understand my reasoning(s) for doubting his existence. Hopefully...hopefully...

I've taken up smoking, again. I'm not proud of that, but it does help stave off the loneliness. That and writing. I think once I get the rest of my effects from Ohio, I will begin to make a genuine effort at putting together my memoirs from Ecuador. What other projects will spring forth from in the procrastination as a result of those efforts is yet to be determined, lol. I can't believe I just typed "lol" into my journal. Hopefully someone will read this in a thousand years and know the existence of "lol" and how it was used based on the context of this entry. Lmao !!!!
Current Location: Work
Current Mood: hopefulbored/hopeful
Current Music: Elton John--"Can You Feel the Love Tonight"

(2 comments | Leave a comment)


Date:April 13th, 2011 07:11 am (UTC)
excellent articles, useful for me. keep writing and happy blogging.

Date:April 13th, 2011 09:58 pm (UTC)
Keep posting stuff like this i really like it

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